Wednesday, September 07, 2005

And Then Comes the Sun

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I wrote about Clark yesterday and I talked to him today. I'm not yet ready to delve into all the complexities that comprise our relationship, but I've decided to share something Joan said to me this afternoon. She said:

I think that you two are supposed to be together. I've thought that all along. I think he has known it too, but was too scared or scarred to admit it to himself. Where this kind of love is concerned, it never comes easy. You have to fight for it and if you're willing, you will eventually get there. But most people won't fight for it.

"If you love someone, really love them, but there is trial after trial after trial. When do you get to the point where you say enough is enough, cut your losses and walk away?"

"Never." ( from The Mexican, by the way)

She is absolutely right ya'll...I've always known that I would fight for Clark when it came down to it, and it's not something that is easy to explain. I'm not even going to try right now. Just know, that with all the twists and turns still to come...for this moment, I am happy. Truly and deeply happy.