All Hail the Internet
As Holden would say: "The Internet is a communication tool used the world over where people can come together to bitch about movies and share pornography with one another." Gotta love Jay and Silent Bob. Moving on, anyway, the last couple of weeks the internet has brought back into my life, several people that I had lost contact with.
The most recent, as in a few minutes ago, was my friend, Dean. I know I don't mention him much; but really it's because until now it was a painful subject. When he disappeared from my life (and everyone else's for that matter) it broke my heart. It's been four years since I talked to him last...until today.
First there was the requisite "OMG!! I haven't heard from you in forever" email. And then my phone rang. I didn't recognize the number, so I assumed it would be Dean. From the first "Hey" I heard, I felt like I was home. I knew right then and there that whatever happens next is immaterial...I know that everything will be ok. Just hearing his voice has always made me feel that way.
He was my protector, my security, my sounding board and my confidante. Many of the good qualities I possess today are because of him. He pushed me to be the best person I can be. He taught me about compassion and quiet strength...and he taught me to love without judgement.
When Dean disappeared from my life, it was as if the sky opened up and rain poured out onto my soul...today the clouds opened again only this time they revealed sun. This kind of light is exactly what the circle has needed for quite some time. There will be much more darkness in our future...but I no longer worry about it. I have my faith renewed...my prodigal friend has come home and finally the pieces will fit into place.
posted by Audrey @ 11:16 PM
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