Tuesday, August 09, 2005

'Til I Cry You Out of Me


Ever felt like this??

God help me this time
I'm really tryin’ to try
I just feel like I'm waiting
For nothing
I float on a line
My heart's been pounding all day
Like I've been running away
I know this evening
You'll be sleeping where I wanna be

*Chorus*
Maybe I'll just run away
Maybe I'll just run away
Maybe I'll just run away
Till I cry you outta me
Till I cry you outta me

We could meet in my mind
Leave this all behind
I just wanna taste you
Face you
Reflect in your eyes

*Chorus*

I start to shake and my breathing has no meaning
And I'm living and breathing a lie
I don’t notice that I'm half-alive
God help me this time
I'm really trying to try…Oh

*Chorus*

me too…

It’s actually not so bad as all that…I talked to TG at lunch time and I told her the newest saga of Clark…she said some things that I had suspected but hadn’t confirmed. It saddened me greatly. If there is any justice then he’ll be able to go active duty and soon. I’m not one to advocate running from problems…but active duty might at least keep him alive and out of prison long enough to confront them head on. Until then, my heart remains heavy. It’s such a waste of talent and that dreaded word…potential…sigh…


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