Thursday, June 01, 2006

When the Smoke Clears

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My sissy, TG played me this song the first night I was
with her in Tennessee.Immediately I knew I had found
my song...
the song that perfectly captures how I feel
at this point in my life. Toby is amazing. I've been a
fan since the first single
came out but this song right here...

Every Day ~ Toby Lightman


Every day is a struggle
Between what I want to say and what I want to keep to myself
And the words that manage to leave my lips
Don't hurt me, but they hurt everyone else

So I find myself in need of a pause
I'm not sure why, but I think that it's because
Of this desire to be what others want me to be
Which is nothing close to me

But I'll see better when the smoke clears
The smoke clears inside my head
And I can listen when the screaming doesn't repeat everything I've said
And all that remains me and who I am at the end of the day
And this happens every day ... yeah...

Every day is a battle
Between what I want to know
and what I don't want to figure out

And everything in between
in these thoughts of mine
that you know I can't live with out


So I find myself in need of a pause
I'm not sure why, but I think that it's because
Of this desire to be what others want me to be
Which is nothing close to me

But I'll see better when the smoke clears
The smoke clears inside my head
And I can listen when the screaming
doesn't repeat everything I've said

All that remains me and who I am at the end of the day
And this happens every day ... yeah... oooh...

But I'll see better when the smoke clears
The smoke clears inside my head
And I can listen when the screaming
doesn't repeat everything I've said

All that remains me and who I am at the end of the day
And this happens every day ... this happens every day
This happens every day... yeah...